One Day at a Time

I have realized this past week how strong I really am. Finally being faced with the reality of where I am right now in life and if this is truly where I want to be going. Of course my heart and my ego were not in agreement. They still aren't. I'm feeling like I'm in constant battle. I'm exhausted. I couldn't figure out why I have been so tired lately and well duh... that's why. This constant battle inside is driving me crazy. I am not ready to settle it yet however. I'm not really sure what to do anymore. I'm not in my regular happy, driven mood this week and I can see it affecting my business. So I'm taking a breather! I find that taking a step back and a break from everything and everyone I can re-balance my energy and get back on track!

I receive emails from The Universe  and today it was:

There's nothing so important, Erin, that it can't be said tomorrow.

You know, if you aren't sure.

Cool jets,
    The Universe

WOW! I needed this today! This confirms that I don't have to say anything today. Or tomorrow for that matter. I do not have to make a decision just yet! As much as I want to crawl under the covers and cry until I fall asleep. I can't. First of all. It's not all that bad. I have to put it into perspective! I know so many others are going through so much more. But I'm still hurting in my own way. I still feel alone in my own way! I long to pick up the phone and have someone here from me in a second but I don't want to be a burden. So I carry on. As I always do! Strong, resilient, ambitious & driven!

This too shall pass! One day at a time

Bringing Passion to LIFE!

Passion Parties new slogan. Bringing Passion to LIFE! I go out every weekend to show woman & men & couples how to do this!

But what about me? Where is my passion? Where is my joy? Where am I?

This past week in Vegas I realized how alone I am. How only I can do things for me. How only I can make things happen for me. How I do not have the support I thought I had! How only I can be truly serious about growth and change.

So where do I go from here? Which step do I take. I feel like I'm stuck between two and three.

I want to be walking that stage celebrating the success of my team knowing that my business partner is sitting there cheering me on! Someone who helped me each step of the way to success! Even if it was just labeling my catalogues for my next party or grocery shopping for the week ahead.

I'm not accepting anything but the best. And if that's just me then I will accept while growing and changing in the process!

Growth and Change brings Passion! 2013 I will be bringing Passion to my life!

I'm just not sure how...

I have a Problem...

I have a problem. I feel like it's a big one! I also know I have the answer for it. But then again I'm not sure if I really do. There are a few options to fix it! I feel like I've tried one of the three and am currently working on number two. If number two doesn't work then I know I have to look at number three! Which scares the living shit out of me!

I'm losing my mind here! My faith! Myself! I'm tired, worn down and alone!

I'm not even sure number two is even worth the effort any more!