I am doing this for ME!

How many times have you done something because you thought it was best for them? You never entered the equation! Not in there mind or yours!

My 2013 resolution was to complain less. This has proven to be a struggle! I am proud that I have learned to be able to turn any thought or situation into a positive explanation! If that makes any sense at all! I have learned to find a benefit in an issue. A lesson to learn and grow from!

There were times however in the past 3 weeks that I started questioning things. Not seeing the miracles. Not getting my great lifts while driving and my prime Parkin spot when going places. So I finally yelled at the Universe and Sao WHAT THE FUCK? And literally in 3 seconds the lights changed, the traffic cleared and it was smooth sailing the rest of the day! My car pool friend can vouch for this miracle!

The other night I could feel a slight depression coming. I was feeling alone and really needed girl time but I didn't want to leave the house. I had to force myself out and it worked! I got a bit of clarity that night! And that I need to change my thoughts to think of me! Do it all for me! Not my boys, my husband, my team or my boss. ME!

This house is clean for ME!
I work out to look good for ME!
I book parties for ME!
I am successful for ME!

I am no longer going to focus in how little help I feel I get. I will just do it because its what I want! Of course I'm praying inside that the rest will fall into place! That that little miracle of change happens. But I'm also not holding my breath!

2013 is about ME!

Oh and did I mention that I'm also turning 30! In 5 days... I am saying goodbye to my 20's this week. Saying hello to another day! Really. But how I'm feeling I'm sure has something to do with this change! I'm not scared or upset. I am very excited! Because its all about me!

What have you done for you? Do you have a resolution aimed to better yourself?

Mantra Time: "I am doing this for ME!"

Second Vlog Post - Work out update!

Check out my second Vlog Post !

I've been having issues uploading this video and even if I use the Blog button on YouTube I personally can not see the video. So to me it's not there! I'm losing my mind right now!

Anyway I'm half tempted to just not post anything! Either way I did it! I'm staying on track! I'm tired as hell but I feel good and I'm excited to see if I will start to see results in the next week!

My first goal is to feel sexy again by my 30th birthday! I have 3 weeks! So Month One of Insanity should do the trick!

Here's to a kick ass start to 2013!

Back to er... Vlog style!

I am going to hurt tomorrow! haha But it sure felt good! I'm excited to do it again!

2012 was a Good Year!

At the end of every year you hear a lot of people bitch about how bad they want it to end because it sucked. You hear about every one's new years resolutions. How people are planning on changing and making the next year better! How they are creating a new bucket list to make it better! I have a hard time setting goals and resolutions knowing full well I may not be determined enough to keep it!

Here is my wanna list:

Get back on a work out routine
Get back to my better eating habits and shopping at the farmers market
Stay organized (excuse me while I pick myself up off the floor from laughing at this one)
Pay off my student loan
Take my boys on a Vacation to BC
Donate blood! (Thanks Dad for the inspiration as this is a must)
Help at least one person reach their goal
Grow my Passion Team and become an Executive Director (OMG Did I just say that)
Hit $100,000 Milestone and walk across that stage at Convention 2014
Make time for Me
Make a designated Family Night and Date night a few times a month
Get over my fear to follow up with Customers!!!
Ask for help and let it happen!

That's about all I can think of for now!

But right now lets take a look at the highlights of 2012

And that was only some of the amazing highlights of 2012!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!